so cosmo

i'm really confused.. because i still really like my ex-boyfriend and not talking to him makes me want to talk to him more.. damn damn damn. 
and i desperatly want to see him and be with him and god, i'm obsessive and pathetic. 

but anyways.. so i'm loving big brother 8 and if daniele doesn't win i'm going to be really upset.
& i love newport harbour and it's on tonight :) woooo!! i love it!

my life is rather boring lately.. i don't work again until friday morning, and thursday night is the ritchies party wooo how exciting :) haha
(L)

i've decided since i have nothing better to do
that maybe i'll start to write stuff in here.
i need to get frusterations out and stuff
and get my feelings out, and even though
i feel like a total nerd, it has to be done!
and i used to have an open diary account
but i think i like live journal more, i like the themes 
and stuff :)

hey, my name is madison
i'm not sure what to put in here
i just come on here to get pictures
and stuff. soooo yup.
bye.